If You Knew

If you knew how much i loved you
if you knew how much it hurt when you left
if you knew what i was going through
if you knew what my life was going to be like without you
You're gone forever
You're not coming back
I miss you
I need you
Without you is a nightmare every single night
You shouldn't have left me here
alone,sad,and unprotected from getting a broken heart
It's only getting worse
I want it all to end
i cant let you go
it hurts too much
i love you
Letting you go scares me
if i let you go i might forget you
that is my biggest fear
because you're gone
if you knew how much pain Ive been in
if you knew what life is like without you
you couldn't survive
because now you're no longer alive