I was wrong to think
Icould give myself a chance
and this is the hard reality from which i did always shrink :
love happens once and its happened for me...
I am sorry i am saying this
but its better before its too late
its time you will have to go
for its better to throw me alone...
I am sorry about the flashback
I am sorry i made you mad
I am sorry i couldnt mend the crack he made
I am all his ... i cant come back...
Its time i say good bie
to all the time i called you mine
their is surely someone made for you
someone very lucky... i wish it was "me"...
I never thought i will be doing this to you
and i have no right to hurt you
i am sorry i am soo confused and messed up
i am sorry you are suffering for mistake that was mine...
thanks for being their everytime
thanks you never left me alone
but today you will have to leave my hand
even if it means a great fall for me..
I cant get over him
I will never be able to
dnt breathe out my secrets to any other soul
and i promise i will keep yours...
I have alwarys lost
at time friends and at times love of my sister
and now as i am loosing you
Ifeel like such a looser...
I dont even get the love i deserve
Idont get anything in return
but its better you live your life
its better you walk ahead leaving me behind..
i hardly have a reason to live
and some day if i die
i will send an angel from the skies
to love you the way i wanted to...
Behind my silly smile
it was only you who saw the tears i cried
behind all the lie
it was you who knew the truth i did hide...
you knew i wasnt big enough
to take care of myself
and so you stood by me
you always helped me stand....
Even though the longing of my heart is killed
Iwish someday he will know
I love him so true...so pure...
I know its too late
and its useless to wait
but neither is it fair to hurt you
i am sorry... its all my fault..
I wish i could love you
Iwish he had never come to me
i wish you were the one
i did love soo damn "TRUE"..
"I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOVE AGAIN
I WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO LOVE YOU
FOR LOVE HAPPENS ONCE
AND ITS HAPPENED FOR ME"......
