Here i am
I'm sitting in the bathroom
I'm crying my little eyes out
I'm on the phone with you
i have the knife in my hand
your asking me your begging me not to
i cant stand the thought of hurting you
i say I'm sorry but you thought i didn't know
i knew you were doing the same thing
so i knew i was okay but the next time you
saw me i was in a casket you were crying
people that knew me were crying
they were asking god why?
why did he take me the truth is
he didn't take me i took myself
i couldn't stand the hate in my family
my mother told me over and over again
that she hated me that tore out my heart
but i didn't care bout her
all i cared about was you and some of my friends
i love you guys all very much
I'm sorry i didn't talk to guys wen i should have
I'm sorry for the pain i caused you,you guys
were there for me every time i needed you
I'm sorry Vince that i had to do this
but i couldn't bare the hate in my family
you could taste it in the air you could cut it with a knife
i just wish i could have gone somewhere better
instead of staying with them
I'm sorry to all the people that loved me i shouldn't have gone
that deep i just couldn't keep it in any longer
here i am in the heavens above you guys just hang on
you didn't have to go I'm always gonna b there to watch you
i promise I'm gonna b there in your heart i will b there
every time you need me
I'm sorry it had to b this way
here i am sitting in the bathroom I'm sorry
but this is the way it has to b
