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I hold onto my soul
while you rip my heart off ...

i stand still
smile painted on my face
letting you take over me
hurt me, scratch me, force me
restrict me,commanding my breath ...

my expectations drown
as you come closer and whisper "im in love and thats somebody else"

my eyez tear
and yet
i put the smile on ...

i gather myself and leave
turn back for the last view of you
hoping you would call me back
but my hope fogs
and so do u ...