So alone

It's driving me crazy
it's driving me insane
Waiting,
Waiting for you.
But deep down knowing you won't come.

Ever

Hoping
praying
everyday for you
wanting wishing
just to see your face
but deep down knowing i won't see your face

again

I'm braking down inside
i want to die.
but i promised you i wouldn't
i promised you i wouldn't give up
i promised you i would stay strong
i promised you i'll get through this alone

Alone

This is pulling me apart
but making US strong
you said i need to get through this
then i will lead a happy life
we both know i can't do that without you

without you

i put the knife
to my wrist
then remember what you said
i promised you i'd stay strong
i promised i'd survive
you promised me it'll get better
just give it sometime
so i dropped the knife

knife

i stand here by the bus stop
i see your bus
i smile,
then i remember
your not getting off
a tear runs down my cheek
i suddenly feel lost

lost

it's such a big world
i can't face it alone
but i promised you i'd try
to make it on my own
never once i have a broke a promise
and Thats they way i'll keep it
but babe just promise me
you'll be here when i need it.