Why Am I Here

You left me here,
With no one,
Why did you give me a life.

I waste every second i have,
Trying to cry but nothings there,
I tried to kill myself many times,
Never have i succeeded to die.

Why am i here,
I don't deserve anything,
In this world,
I disappoint everyone.

You still let me live,
I begged you to kill me,
Yet you never did.

Why am i here,
I hurt everyone i come close to,
Never do i listen to anyone,
Why do i continue to live.