I swear

No you aren't hurting me i swear,
because loving you is worth the nights you cant be here,
i just leave out how cold the bed is when your not in it.

yes I'm living my life
I'm having fun, just like you want me too
its not on hold for you
i swear
i just leave out, how when I'm having fun just the mention of your name creates that lump in my throat,

baby maybe I'm not ready for this after all,
maybe i cant handle a relationship as long as a phone call
maybe we should take a break
but a break from you,
is like deciding to take a break from my oxygen,
i can hold my breath for only so long, but i cant help but go back,
a break from you is saying your not mine, and is prince charming for another girl to find
a break from you, makes no sense at all,
for who would i make a wish with me at 11:11
how would i start my day without a good morning text
when you come back, how could you hand not fit so perfectly in my aching palm.

so,
no Hun you aren't hurting me at all
i swear