I have a boyfriend , & i went to go party with my ex i fell in love with . he said he missed " US ". i believed him . i dont know why i do because hes the biggest playa i know . he makes you so caught up with him just to see you fall back down . hes done it so many times to me that im feed up with his games . its been 9 months that we've been playing around like a merry o round . he layed me down with him on his couch , i pretty much say i cheated on my boy with my ex . its not right its really not . i wish i dint go but im kinda glad i did . he said give me another chance , pleasee im a changed guy . i told him i dont see it . & he said break up with your boy & get back with me & you will . but i cant do that im falling hard for my new boy . but im still stuck on my old love . i cant let go thats the things that messes with me . he tried to kiss me but i didnt let him . he tried to get in my pants but i sure enough didnt let him . i love him but i love my new boyfriend . im stuck in the middle of two guys that make me feel like the world .
