I'm sitting here just thinking,
the only thing that comes to mind,
is you,
why cant things be easy,
why cant these feelings,
just go away,
i cant stand being with you,
but i seem to be missing something,
when I'm not,
you make everything okay,
how could i ever have,
let you go,
it doesn't matter that,
my heart is still yours,
and that yours was always kept locked up,
i wish i could take everything back now,
i wish i still had you,
but i don't,
your everything to me,
the only thing that really matters,
and i let it slip,
right through my fingers,
i wish i could erase what happened,
and have you back with me,
where you belong,
i know i messed up,
but i couldn't help but believe,
you never really cared for me,
because i always felt,
that i never really deserved you,
but now i see,
that all of the little things you did,
were to show me how you felt,
I'm sorry i couldn't see it,
but now i know its true,
and i believe in you.