Why can't I tell you how i feel?

Why can't I tell you how I feel?
That i love you and can't live without you
Maybe I'm just scared that you won't feel the same
I want to know how you feel...
What you think of me
Do you just think of me as someone OR someone special?
Or just a friends...
That you known as a friend and nothing else.
I want to be that something special of yours that you cant let go of
and think of every single second,
but I'll wait till that moment when I know or will know that you feel that way about me....till then lets keep this a secret.