When I took this chance half year ago
I didnt knew I woudnt stay for way to long
and I had to give up so much for it
while theres a chance it might never get better
but when I look around I see
how many people are hurting
makes me think to stick on the toughts
that at the end everything will be okay
but fear is so much stronger
what if I never can walk again?
I dont want to be dependent
everytime needing someone to do something
I miss my doing everything on my own
and needing no one to be happy
I miss my friends having fun
and dont have to worry for things
why would this world want to give us
constrain things so we cant do anything on our own
to be needed and to be loved is great
but depending on someone can be sad
I hope this will be over soon ..
