The pain i feel is something no one can see your love was and still is a part of me the pain that hurts the worst is not that I lost you but the pain of knowing that i break your heart and our love is forever torn apart maybe one day our love can be once again but until then the memory of your face is burned into my brain everywhere i go your all i see i need you here with me but your not so now i try to drink away my pain but alas it still remains i want to tell you I'm sorry but... its the fear of what you will say back that keeps me at bay one day i will get courage to say I'm sorry and i love you but sadly that day is not today.
