The tears that roll down my face just keep me wondering why,
why the hell is it so hard to say goodbye?
after all this time of pain, why wouldnt i just let go? my head always says yes when my heart just says no.
the tears that i cannot control from commin back into my eyes,
are no longer a shock, and are no longer a suprise....
they fall, they drop, and hit the floor, then they come back , only leaving me with more..
my tears are on and off, but they never go away,
they are always comming back, forever here to stay.
i dont want to keep hurting and have my eyes filled with sorrow,
i want to be able to wake up with a new beginning tomorrow.
the tears have a story to why they are even there,
but to cry about the same thing everytime, doesnt even seem fair....
i dont want to continue to live my life with the sadness of the days,
even when im fine for a bit, like the songs on the radio, my pain just overplays.
the tears i will always know and never be able to explain,
have only gotten me no-where but yet they keep falling like rain...
i will wipe my tears and try to forget why they were ever here,
i refuse to keep being sad, living this way forever is the only thing i fear...
