All I Can

All I can say to you is
"it's going to be okay"
When i know it's not

All I can give you is
a hug and say "don't worry"

All I can do is
laugh and smile
and pretend it's fine

All I can hope is
for you to become one
Even when i know you can't

All I can do is
be happy for you
when you date the man i love

All I can do is
watch you stab me in the back

All I can do is...

... disappear