Spoiling own dreams by own hands;
Killing myself and own thoughts;
It really hurts me but only god knows it;
What kind of life here I'm living;
Only god of life can take me away,
From this cradle of pain;
Sorry if I've hurt someone,
If I really had;
I'll take all yours,
Pain and sorrows;
Then I'll bludgeon myself to hurt,
And I will hurt myself;
So, that you can see me dying again .
