Can you tell.

I haven't gotten used to seeing
I still cannot stop thinking about you
There is not one single day that I don't wonder how you are or what you are doing.
People asking how I am doing with out you
I fake a smile and say That's all in the past
But deep inside I feel like breaking down
I have been hiding this feeing for 8 years now.
The rare times I see you I act like I don't care
But tell me.

Can you tell?
Can you tell that I love you
And that I am doing my best to ignore it
Can you tell that I cannot look you in the eyes
Do you know that I'll cry if that ever happens ?

I can feel you eyes on me
But pretend like I don't
All those times alone you couldn't see
That my heart skips a beat
You see when you get near me
I Walk away
So i won't leave a hint or let anything slip away
But
Can't you tell?
Cant you tell That I've been suffering inside
And That I am trying to keep it away from you
Cant you tell that I am different around you?
Do you ever feel a difference when I'm around you?

Every time I see you on
I want to chat on-line
But I don't have enough courage to press that 'sensendton
I bet that you don't even know that I write about you
And listen to songs that remind me of you
And that I miss those days in which
I thought you loved me

But tell me darling,
Can you not tell that I lose my smile around you
And that it's really hard to forget these feelings
Can you not feel the change in the atmosphere when we are left alone?
But the most important thing I want to know
Is...
Do you ever feel the same way I do?