What is the answer?

I don't know what i should think
i could possibly
thank you,
for making my 7th grade year memorable and having you in every second of it,
and always being around.

Or

I could want to hit you,
for stomping your 8th grade footprints all over my year,
and making my friends get jealous
that i spent so much time with you

what to do
what to do

so many options
i never know the answer

what is the answer