HER!

I knew you'd always go back to her in the end,
she is a bad habit you could never break.
you always missed the negative things about her,
no matter how happy you where with me,
she always haunting every second.

you always said you loved me,
promising that i brought so much life back to you,
you wanted to have kids with me,
when u never wanted that before.
but she always had your heart,
i never got the chance to claim your heart as my own,
until it was to late.

we where always walking through a maze,
taking every turn with caution,
cuz we never knew what was waiting around the corner,
or when the maze would change and be a whole new one,
crushing any progress we made,
though you never minded that,
cuz it always brought you back to her,
you always staled,
cuz you loved her more then me.

Being in a relationship is suppose to be happy,
you can love someone who is so flawed,
but if every word, every breath they take angers you,
then thats not a healthy person for you to be with.
So why in the end did you always stay with her?
why was i always the other girl?

When i finally said I was done with being your mistress,
why did you all the sudden choice me,
even when you knew i was already lost to you?
But when you where chasing me,
you still always wondered about her,
she was always sitting in the middle of your world.