It's All Pouring Out

You don't even care,
When I'm in this sad state,
I can't look into your eyes,
They're so filled with hate.
I poured my heart out,
You threw it back in my face,
Didn't take you long,
To make me erased.
Would it bother you,
If I were to die?
Would you come to my funeral,
Or just walk on by?
You caused me so much pain,
Deep down inside my soul,
Its so overwhelming,
To the point I can't control.
I know you're messing around,
Trying to pretend you're just a flirt,
When you look into my eyes,
Can you see the burning hurt?
My heart isn't to play with,
And it certainly isn't a toy,
So why do you do this?
Is seeing me in pain, something you enjoy?
You've kicked me when I'm already down,
Broken me down when I'm weak,
Make me cry to the point,
When I can't even speak.
I don't know why I love you,
Because I know it isn't right,
I don't know why I try,
Because things never end up alright.
I'm letting you go now,
This all has to end,
I'm sick and tired,
My heart needs to mend.
I was only afraid to be alone,
*But now I'm strong enough to make it on my own*