Today the heart beats habitually,
Thinking of you is like another reality.
Missing times when time stood still,
While a firm foundation is what I have to build.
Missing the sweet nothings;
Missing the sweet somethings.
Wishing to win time back
And to change the way you loved me.
Some times I wish for your fortune,
Sometimes for your pain,
Because sometimes I miss you,
But sometimes its okay.
Yesterday you hurt me,
Yesterday still haunts me.
Like a ghost always following;
The thought itself is daunting.
I know you're not a ghost,
But more so an angel,
I wish I could you tell you,
But I cant get past hello.
Years gone by
Makes time seem to fly.
Away from us;
It's hard to capture
what seem to just die.
It's hard to realize
That we just have to go.
Away sometimes calls,
And reality falls
Gravity beings to weigh
me down as I begin to crawl.
That need to be close to you,
That desire to communicate.
Those lies that were really true,
Really are my mistakes.
Next is the same mistakes
That have taken place,
And have shaped this form
Into its current shape.
Now I feel what's left of you,
Now I see what I've done to you.
Now I wish to take away
The things that have harmed you.
But it's just a bit of our past,
Not something made to last.
Its something that is a part of us,
Like a never ending last laugh.
