Who am I?

Laying in my bed..

i turned all the ways possible..

it's 3:43 am and i couldn't get my self to sleep..

because every time i close my eyes ..

i would just see her sitting by my side..

i open my eyes really quick..

to find that she is gone..

I felt so scared..

so empty...

so alone..

who am I?

with out you here by my side..

who am I?

you left and took all my hopes away..

you left and left me broken up inside..

I'm still bleeding..

I'm still in a horrible pain...

but i always remember you say...

life is just no the way you dream of..

life is more than pink dreams...

life is harsh...

life is painful..

I know I'm strong...

but i can't seem to move on..

no i cant...

here I am..

lying in my bed ....

just waiting for the sun to raise...

just waiting for a new day...

Just a new life...

but i still wounder...

Who am I??