This was going to be a quote but it was too long.

You can never be alone. I think you are scared to sit alone only surrounded by your thoughts and real feelings. Being with someone else after one person leaves, will not erase the pain. Cover it up? Yes. But eventually it will all resurface. Like the day at your Grandma's house. And then once the truth shows it's glowing purity, you push it away with cigarettes and sex and all of midnight's regrets.

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