Divorced

So many promises in one day
Even quicker melts away
Waking up and feeling strayed
Forced to face another way

A bunch of feelings to explain
Thinking of ways to numb the pain
Hiding in the pouring rain
Convincing others that I'm sane

Long string of actions to assess
Feeling more but showing less
Not so sure about being blessed
Making sense of such a mess

Waking up from many years
Freezing all the salty tears
Laying down my sharpened spears
In front a whole new bag of fears