What if I want to die
What if i want to cry
So you just sit there
And pretend you care
What if I want to say goodbye
Feeling Death I cant deny
I know you have always lied
Only to prevent me committing suicide
Give me a reason why
I should not just die
Is it too much to ask
For one simple task
You sit there and you don't care
You treat me like nothing but air
Making me feel so alone and afraid
The only true friend is my blade
I take one look and press it against my arm
Seeing the blood pour out make me feel calm
I cant help it with the way you make me feel
Sometimes its really hard and i just cant deal
Now if i wanted to commit suicide
And if my death isn't denied
Would you even care
Would you rush to be there
Could you live with yourself if you knew
Why I had died because of you
All i wanted was you to notice me
I tried to show you but you couldn't see
