Fade

The warm blade runs across my skin
As I'm brave enough to admit my sin

Dark crimson blood dropping like rain
As i hide my fear i hide the pain

Each cut makes a brand new scar
Hoping my life wont get that far

In class I slit my wrist because she doesn't care
Crying on my bed because she doesn't care

She's the reason my hearts became weak
She's the reason I'm a freak

I cant help how i feel
But its not part of the deal

I said i forget her put her in the past
I couldn't I wanted our love to last

Lying my head on the stone cold floor
Inside my head there's an ongoing war

Love and confusion
My minds illusion

Drop by drop my life slowly washes away
A river of blood taking my life away

As i breathe my last breath
And my heart beats the last beat

I wish that she's thinking of me
Only now I cant see