Somehow my mind
Keeps wondering back to you
Even after all these months
How many months has it been?
I'm the one who broke your heart
Yet it seems I can't let you go
It seems I'm stuck
Still in love with you maybe?
But I'm even more afraid
To go back to you
I'm not worth you
I'm afraid to be in love
Yet I'm in love with you
I ran from you
But now my heart
Will not let you go
I'm so afraid to be with you
And get hurt by you
That I ran and hurt you
I'm sorry I still love you
But I wont go back and hurt you again
Because I'm still afraid of love
I guess I'm just a coward
No need to go farther
I'm not worth you
And you should go out and be happy
I'm trying my best too
But I will never forget you
And how I hurt you
I will never forgive myself
It's O.K., goodbye my first love.
