My Daily Thoughts

I hate being me
i hate what i see
i hate my hair, my eyes
i hate my whole being

i can't be normal
never have never will
i have tried to make myself understand
but I hate me still

I need love, i need friends
I hate my life
i hate it, i want it to end

No one understand
i have no one to talk to
when my pain is kept inside, it expends
i have no where to turn to

they call me different
i guess i am
you call me crazy
i am not proud of where i stand

i hate being unknown
i know i shouldn't care
i want someone to talk to on the phone
but no one seems to be there

i may i have faith
to make mountains fall
but if i lack love
than i have nothing at all

though i make surfer
I'll envy it not
I'll stand and take what comes
because my pride is all that i got

i hate being pushed
but I'll take it like a man
i hate being misunderstood
but I'll hold on as long as i can

If only you could read
whats inside me
if only you knew
what i go through