Killing me

Losing you was more than i can handle.
This pain is like being burned by a flaming candle...
Now I'm soaking my pillow in sorrowful tears
These hours are Turing into years,
Without you here this life has become painful.
You promised to see me graduate and become successful,
Why did you lie i cant hold this pain in any longer...
You were suppose to help me grow stronger
I miss your laughs and smiles..
It feels like i haven't seen you in a while.
I promise to try and go on,
But i can't guarantee for how long.