Cheated

I feel so stupid
why did i do it
i should hung up phone
i should of left you alone
but i didn't

i knew you had a girl
but i wanted you in my world
i knew she would find out
but instead i called you back
and pretended i had no doubt

i said i didn't care
at the moment i didn't
but you wasn't there
the moment i said i did it

she cried for you
she asked me "what did you do!"
she was my friend
my best, until that day ended

she hates me now
she hates the sound of my name
i feel so low to the ground
and all i wanted to do was hang

i missed up this time
she loved you so much
i most be losing my mind
why did i need you touch

you was there too
why am i the one to blame
why aren't they looking at you
why am i the one being called names

why am the only one that is wrong
why do they hate only me
why most they hate me for so long
why most i be deceived