Day by day
Week by week
Its the same
The cycle that repeats
One second your high in the clouds
On the large hill of the roller coaster
On the surface your happy, but you know
You must go down
Falling at lightning speed
Into an ocean
Engulfing you in the pain and sadness of life
Drowning with nowhere to go
But soon enough you go back up
Clouds in sight
High and dry
The cycle repeats
The mind numbing cycle
Keeps me from feeling
All feeling is drained out
Flying down and crawling up those hills
No need to feel when you know whats coming up
Coasting through life
Not ever feeling
Not even pain can i feel
Trying to break the path
Never works
For once you think you've strayed
Even just a little, you realize
The path is a rut, a rut so deep
You cant escape
Bloody finger nails
I try to climb out
Sore and aching it just keeps going
Until i'm too weak to go on
And i fall in once again
Suffocation due to the enduring numbness
In this black hole
No end in sight
Can someone help me out of this void?
