Paralyzed

And like a vampire, you feed on my pain.
You drain my blood like a leech.
And without you i am lifeless
Without a care in the world you float away and leave me on the ground. Broken.
After all, thats where i belong, isn't it?
And tell everyone about me, tell them im a b**ch.
Wallahi it was never a dream to you.
You never saw what i saw when i looked into the future
You never saw a life, or a hope.
Or a miracle come down from jannat ul firdous, like a strong blessing from Allah.
No, You only saw a nightmare.
Something worth only causing me the pain, and consuming my mind, heart, soul, and my time.

So how am i meant to feel now?
Knowing that alone i couldn't survive?

I've been thrown into a vicious ocean, gasping for a breath.
Waiting to be pulled out, while you push a knife into my spine.
Gauging, Deeper, whilst you smile.