Sinking in a sea of depression And anxiety
Stuck in this coma will i ever wake?
How i lust for steel to feel once more to open myself up,
To let those feelings emerge
I see the faces of loved ones in the puddle...
The puddle of hate and depression that is leaking out of me...
I don't care though i can feel...
I try to feel love but i cant...
The only love i feel is cold steel against my skin...
No escape from my self destruction, will suicide be next?
I lust to feel the cool press of the barrel up against my chin...
Should i do it?
I can feel once more...
Maybe ill feel more then Ive ever imagined if i pulled the trigger.
Goodbye to all those who cared and "cared" about me.
I know you'll be fine without me for
If u ever found out about my love of steel...
you'd never look at me the same way again.
I can feel.
If there is a god then send me to hell
I dont't deserve anything besides to burn and burn.
At least then i can feel....
