All i can feel is pain and see is darkness

I cant stay in love with you any more cuz you broke my heart
and i cant stop thinking about you cuz you seal my heart and take it with you
and i hate my self cuz i cant even hate you
why when someone really love you why you hurt him
some people said everything happend.happend for reson
but is it cuz i loved you
and some ppl said
The wound that caused you by girl heal by another girl
but the way i see it
The wound that caused you by girl never heal by another girl just only the time can heal it
and i cant move on
i just remember when u said
i will never left you
never live without you
this is your words that day
and i was so happy
but day by day i just get knowing the love is just fake same ur smile
now all i can feel is pain
and see is darkness
why you give me everything and you take it in one second
i give all i have just to be with you
i just cant