The truth

I didnt meet you very long ago,
You were her new bf,
And I was her sister.
Things were great,
Everyone was happy.

At some point things changed,
They were fighting,
I became the person,
That he would turn to,
To talk.

He came over a few times,
Just as a friend.
I got to know him well.
Then he would text me,
And I would text him back.
We would talk about different things,
He made me laugh.

One day we all were out,
I was driving,
I couldnt stop looking in the rear view mirror,
He was in the back seat,
The first thing I noticed was his amazing blue eyes,
They looked like the ocean.
So clear and blue.

My sister noticed that we were always talking,
She was worried,
And she had every right to be.
But I didnt care,
And nor did he.
I just told her she had nothing to worry about.

Then they had their next fight,
That night I got a phone call,
Can I come over I need to talk to you,
I said yeah that�s cool.

We were just sitting on the couch,
Just talking.
At some point it all changed,
It went from being friends,
To I have no idea what.
We kissed,
We touched,
And other things happened on my floor.

We both said we wouldwouldnta thing.
Not to anyone.
I told one person,
I was going crazy not being able to talk about it.

It turns out he told people too,
More than just one.
He told everyone how he slept with his girlfriends sister,
This I didntdidnt out till later.

The next time I can remember
My son was sick,
He came over to see how he was.
When I said to him when are you going home,
He just said he would stay the night.

We slept in the same bed the whole night,
Just him and i.
He told me he liked me,
I believed that what he was saying is true.
I was in his arms all night,
It was the best feeling in the world.

That was the last time I saw him.

I dont dont how it all came out,
But I was the one,
Who was getting the blame.

I know that what I did was wrong,
I was attracted to him,
There was nothing I could do..
He had a way of making everything ok
he was himself..
I knew he was a player before this all started,
But I thought I could help him get through all this.
But to him I was just another number,
For him to share with his mates.

A few days later it all came out that we had slept together,
I know it wasntwasnt_Cause I didntdidntanything,
It was his fault,
He told all his mates.
I guess that�s what I get for sleeping with a 19 year old,
In such a small town.

But in saying all that,
I still think of him,
As if he was once mine,
But he never was.
He made me feel special,
He took notice of me,
When no one else took a second glace.

So,
I know that what I did was wrong,
And I am very sorry to everyone,
Who was hurt,
And disappointed in what I had done.
I ask you not to judge me,
On this one mistake in my life.

I was just silly enough to believe a guy,
Who told me he like me,
And took notice of me.
It hurts because,
I started to like him too..

But all I ever was to him was just another number,
Just another girl,
Just another toy,
And just another lie.

###Hey guys, this poem is for my sister.. i know that it was wrong to do what i did.. but this is the whole truth to her i owe it to her to tell the truth... Please dont judgedont.. Please vote and comment and i will return the favour....favors guys####