Just another sleepless night,
The endless questions crashing down,
Staring into the darkness,
My screams don't make a sound.
Wondering if it's worth it
To try and be a better person
When everyone's out for themselves
And the world just seems to worsen.
Insomniatic moments:
They tear my mind apart.
Tossing and turning,
Trying to calm my restless heart.
What if I'm not good enough?
What if I fail?
What if I'm unhappy?
What if my dreams never set sail?
Confusion and fear
Deadly weapons, indeed.
They bind us like chains.
They sink us at sea.
Need to do something,
Need to break out.
Need to be something.
Need to beat my doubts.
But what can I do?
This world's just a game.
Feeling discouraged,
I'm the only one to blame.
Just another sleepless night,
The fears finally winding down,
3 am in the morning,
Into dreams, my screams drown.
