I've never been so exhausted
Yesterday was the first day I totally lost it
How can I smile but be so unhappy
I've never been so tired
As my heart is catching on fire
How can I laugh being as sad as can be
I beat myself up and knock myself down
Don't fight from the bullet; let myself die on the ground
Believe that true love can never be found
And my head is spinning round and round
What has happened to me?
I've never felt dead before
Always hoping I can have a little
How can i enjoy anything if I'm so angry
I've never been so miserable
My thinking is always wishful
If I doubt myself, how am I able to dream
It's hard to smile when you're crying
Hate myself so just stop trying
Is keeping my heart pumping worse than dying?
Worse than these feelings been buying?
I beat myself up and knock myself down
I let myself die on the ground
Still believe that true love can never be found
And my head is spinning round and round and round
