I tell myself I'm fine.
But then he calls.
Maybe its a sign.
I close my eyes and tears begin to fall.
I want to tell him how I feel.
But I cant find the guts.
Why is it so hard? Why is it such a big deal?
I try to open my mouth, but it remains shut.
He says hello and I hear his voice fade.
I begin to sob gently.
At that moment I can tell that he doesn't feel the same.
I feel as if I'm being stared at intently.
I close my eyes and try to breathe.
My tears start to fall harder now.
I feel as if he wants to leave.
I feel as if I'm falling to the ground.
How do I show you? How do I let you know?
His voice starts to fade. Hes about to go.
How can I tell you? How do I show?
That all my love for you did was grow.
