When there was nothing left to say
My tears said it all
When there was nothing left to give
My body made the ultimate sacrifice
When there was nothing left to hope for
My heart held on to the past
When there was nothing left to love
I held on to the memories
The memories of what used to be
And what can be no longer.
I longed for the days when we were friends
When I wasn't afraid
When I could talk to you
I miss the hours we spent together
On the phone or in each others arms
I hope once more that we can connect on that level
Though I know that we cannot
To much has changed
To much has happened
At this point it would be best to turn and walk away
But I cannot do that either
I am a woman in love
And all I know to do is fight for that love
I want to feel it all again
I want you to hold me tight
To not leave me
I wish that I could convince myself of your worth
But over and over again you prove to me your worthlessness
When you get up and walk out
When you get angry and raise your hands to me
When your with her
Sometimes I wonder what shes like
What she does for you
And how she was so easily able to take my place
Sometimes I ask myself would it end if I was able to do those things for you
Sometimes I question why you stay
When you look into my eyes and say that you love me I wonder if its real
Then you say you love our son and I can hear the difference
I wonder if you stay with me only for him
I wonder what it will be like when he�s here
And no longer do you have to pretend to want me
When you can be free to be with her
And she can love you
I hope that she knows its true
If he cheated with you, hell cheat on you
But I don�t care about her
I care only about you
But no longer do I matter
