Mother,
I know I've forsaken you,
Taken you for granted.
I wish you would hate me.
I wouldn't blame you.
I understand that I am nothing
And I shouldn't have what
You give to me.
I am repulsive,
Insignificant,
Worthless,
Nothing.
Let me go,
Don't tell me you love me
I see the hurt in your eyes.
I am a monster,
Hiding in an obvious disguise.
I pretend to be your daughter,
But I'm not,
I play on your sympathy
Your maternal instinct
Then I turn wicked
I cause myself pain
Because of what I do to you.
I am nothing.
Let me go.
