I love you so much

I love you so much
I know that the Way to reach you is
Impossible
I know the way
to reach your eyes is Illusions
I know that
and to reach you is Suicides .I know that
If they let me Choose
i will Repeat my self and love For the second time
But do not feel guilt Cuz every woman i love she give heart attack
and i don't care if i came alive or dead