My heart is weak
My heart is weak
My will fading fast.
Tears rush down my face
As his words Pierce my soul
I've given him my body mind and soul
My heart is his to hold
Yet no other goes unnoticed
Everyday a piece of me ripped away
Slowly painfully losing myself
In his words
his thoughts on beauty
Do not match my reflection
And as a bare his child my heart hurts even more because I slowly Become further from what he desires
I often wonder what he thinks about when he is with me.
Is it me or another he sees?
How much can one take
Knowing the man she loves find lust he another form a beauty so different from her own.
I've never felt so ugly useless and alone.
