My battle

The one I want
the one i need
is right here next to me
but sometimes I feel like he just don't just me

so many pills I have to take
to try try to survive
to try to make life worth living
but sometimes life isn't worth it

as time goes on
i start to realize
that this is my fate
but my time isn't now

as my life goes forward
i will try to stay positive
but in the end
i will loose my battle