Every day as death draws near,
I try to live my life without fear,
but for once i am afraid.
I grew up a child my parents had made.
living while not knowing my enemy from my friend.
Wondering when my pain will end.
Succeeding when they said i wouldn't
doing what they said i couldn't
trying to stop but i keep on going.
Proceeding onward without knowing.
Helping myself while others wont.
Believing myself as others don't.