Everything i do to try to make them proud.
turns out a beautiful sky ruined by a cloud.
now i feel like that sky ruined by my own mistakes.
my screaming i hear it, but they cant. isn't it loud?
hurting more by lack of acceptance.
its almost as if they have me under a trance.
never moving, never heard.
i wish the pain could fly away like a bird.
Why cant they just understand.
this life i live is in my own hands.
Not that of their own
My screams not even an audible moan.
