I'm wondering why everything is fallen apart
I'm Trying see if its something i did from the start
I knew what i did was wrong all along
I knew i shoulder told someone instead of letting it prolong
The last few days i knew something was bothering me
But i thought maybe if i ignore it,there maybe some kind of relief
But i terribly wrong,
It only brought more and more grief
It happened so fast
It just hit me like a huge blast
The pain i felt, i thought that this day would be my last
Then all through that pain, i reminisced about my past
This was when that devious secret finally hit me and brought up my asthma
This is life's best friend emerging, Karma
But repeatedly i keep trying to act like everything is okay
One the other hand, I'm filled with hurt,anger and conflicts from day to day
I said to myself the other day
Maybe its time i told sum1 about the time i was away
Or maybe i should just keep it to myself ..
But I'm so confused and scared
Wonder what my family and friends are gonna say
I don't no who will judge me
I don't no who will accept me openly
But i don't think i can tell no1 whats behind my wall
I think I will just try to find a solution an see if it can be resolve
After All,
One day you take the bucket to the well, the next the bottom falls
