Mesmerized

I stare at you sleeping
Like a shadow in the midnight moonlight
I hold your hand
And i kiss your lips
What do i think when your around
I know but i do not seek
I stare into your eyes
I get lost at sea
What can i do but feel what i feel
Mesmerized with my head in the clouds
Is this real
This rose i hold
What color is this rose
What dose it mean
To know the color is to know how i feel
My feelings change from time to time
Only cause their strong
But can't know if you feel the same
You surprise me everyday
I think too much you always say
But you make me feel like the real me
I can't always tell if the mirror is me
The devils always there messing with my mind
These mind tricks he plays
So i ask God for light
I seek my wisdom
I seek my desires
I seek love
But only if he's the one
You give me life though death
You hold me tight
So i can see the light
But i still ask God
For the knowledge and wisdom
To see what is real
To break the mirror
And understand me.