Our Love Is Gone For Keeps By Amber Stewart

You are miles away as I lay here and I cry.
I feel like I'm being stabbed a million times.
Before you could take the pain away but now you are in charge of it, because you told me you love me and you left me aside.
You gave me the reason to believe in the word "Perfect".
Like happiness and smiles, somethings I can no longer feel.
You were not just my love but my best friend and my inspiration.
You know the person I can ask how their day went and you'd do the same and tell each-other things that has happened in our past.
Made me believe in True Love.
You got me in your mind, in your world and in your heart.
Now who's going to take me away?
I never stopped to think that person would be you...
Stay, stay because I want you, I need you, and I love you unconditionally.
I need you, need you to be strong.
Because if your not alright then everything's going to be wrong.
Without you, I won't be able to carry on being happy.
And I'll have no one else to talk to or love...but you.
Run, I'd runaway and leave everyone and everything to be with you and never look back, forever.
Run and leave me now.
Feelings show and feelings hide.
I'm not going to ask you to stay.
I figure you'll be happier that way.
If all I'll ever have is me.
Then I'm fine with it.
You see sometimes it's better to be selfish than unhappy.
'Cause right now I feel like I'm worth nothing.
You were more than half of the things on my minds.
How can you be so selfishly blind.
If your heart is nowhere in it.
Then I don't want it for a minute.
I wrote about you almost every day.
How you were just right for me.
You are an amazing guy and he's the one I'm gonna be with for life.
You say this back to me and I believed you.
Now I look back at how satisfied I was to know you and have you and now I feel like a fool.
I'm not afraid to say how I feel.
All because what we had was real..<3

Written: March 2-4'11 (Fri.)