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by fakingeverything Jul 22, 2011 category : Sadness, depression / other
Mother; She showed me how to hate love. How to hold grudges and how to be tough. When everything is falling, your breaking down. Holding on by a thread, ready to drown. Father; He showed how to never be there. How to walk around with hatred and not care. If life is good or just straight up bad. You walk around mumbling, always mad. Sister; She showed me how to ruin your life. How to kill a family by becoming someones wife. How to push away the closest people you know. Because you think your so tough, but it's really a show. Grandma; She showed me what it's reallly like. To love someone so dearly, that ruined your life. How to act like nothing happened, like it was all a dream. How to smile and laugh when your tearing at the seems. GOD; He showed me that he doesn't want to help. He just wants to watch me destroy myself. As my family crumbles and my friends begin to fade. He showed me that he doesn't care about what he made. .