I Miss You!

I know that i need to get over it

I know it wasn't true

but why is it that when i try to sleep my mind just circles back to you

i want to believe that it's gonna be okay

I'm lying to myself because I no its not

i almost forgot

what its like to touch your face

or what it was like to see you everyday

knowing that it was just me and you

why did you have to go and do

what you did

i wanna forgive you and say its okay

but then I'd have to live with that everyday

i would feel so low

so i guess i have to let you go

thats what they say right

if you love something let it free

if it comes back it s meant to be

i guess I'll just know

you once told me that you would always be in two places at once because you were always in my heart

so does that mean we're not really apart

i look at the pictures and the letters

hoping it will make me feel some what better

but it only makes it worse

i have so much anger that i have to let out

if i don't I'm afraid I'm gonna do something i might regret later

god i hate him

i guess i shouldn't hate him i should hate you

thats something i thought i would never do

my eyes start to water and my hands begin to shake

all this pain and suffering is more than i can take

ugh don't you understand ..........

I MISS YOU!!!
( And i cant handle this pain )

BY:Brianna states