I'm Broken

My heart says you,
but my mind says him.
What if you don't come back,
am I ruining my chances of being with him?

tell me now,
before I move on.
make your choice,
otherwise I might move on forever.

you said forever,
and now your gone.
you must have meant never,
and now I have the choice.

it only hurts me worse,
because I know i have to hurt one of you.
I want you both,
but I'm not perfect.

If I was perfect,
I never would have messed up.
I wouldn't miss you,
but I do and now I'm broken.